CHANDELIER HANGS IN THE SHAPE OF AN OCTOPUS
We brought flowers to his mother
But flowers won’t // Answer her texts
Or feed the dog chained to a spike
In the yellow yard
b a r k i n g
This is her house // She begged the wind to hold her
Reporters said the killing was justified
But we thought // Nobody should be killed by police
So we wrote it // On a banner
By the encampment
His mother // Buried her child // Let her rest
We wanted to tell her
The dead can’t be good or bad // Only dead
But we were shy to speak
His mother was shattered &
Lighting candles at the vigil
Does lightning twitch as we do
Every time we lose
Dear police
Trust means I give you the gun
You don’t shoot
It’s not something you deserve
To be trusted
ORGIES FOR THE ELDERLY
Swayed by the worl d’s ugliest models // & Finally
Enjoying the mediocrity of o urselves // We sold art for aristocracy & some
Days we were so desperate for touch // Breastfeeding mothers made us jealous
Should be more ashamed // W e know // We looked
Our anus in the ugly // & It was lo oking back at us // How
We shifted from desire to desire // Unt il there was no more wanting
Ghastly scared of being st uck like a // Blowfish in plastic rings
Do you know how to sc are an octopus // Ask about its future
Memory swam by // A silver shark we didn’t want to touch
We took out the trash // We took out ourselves
We got arthritis while jerking him off // Our dentures
Dropped on his pubes // & We drooled like a little dog
We came with our walker & a mountain of viagra // Then
Sucked until the slow celestial release // While
Zapatistas sang their himnos in Chiapas // We got
Life advice from pregnant teens // Only salt for sugar daddies
Thursdays we knelt like a horse braiding it s hair in the cyprus tree // Horses
Are unicorns that lost the war // Always next up in the poverty line
We watched our culture se ll on the stock exchange // Becoming
Recycled TV memo ries // Each cloud dreamt of solid form
To forever love gay collage boys
To forever pray benea th the pope’s glitter thong
YUMMM // SCABIES FOR BREAKFAST
Instantaneous
Pleasure takes too // Long
Butch dyke barbie
Our cheap plastic cunt
Pornographic & polyamorous
While raccoons licked our pussy
We begged // Yearned // Yes voyeurs // No condoms
Cum in us // Videotape us // Duct tape us
Call your friends faggot // Double penetrate us
Help release our serotonin // Grand canyon where our anus should be
We spoke feeling yellow // We woke feeling extraterrestrial
Feeling too much // Like yolk we broke
We looked to ourselves // In the mirror // In the morning
Our mouth tastes // Of his or his
Spit & cigarettes // Coffee burning // Thot
Where’s our underwear // Fuck it // Keep it // Don’t text us
The toothpaste specks on the mirror looked // Like melting moons &
We nervous our bruises // A reminder of Dad
Photograph © runran