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Los Angeles, Indiana

Jesse Barron

‘The material becomes a fable about Los Angeles, a city that is always watching itself watch itself.’

Jesse Barron on Los Angeles and Gary Indiana’s final novel.

Dead Friends

Thomas Meaney

‘Dead friends come to us unbidden – in unexpected moments, in dreams. They remain in conversation. In these pages, writers have transmitted the flickering aura of their departed friends.’

The editor introduces the issue.

Burning Mao

Fernanda Eberstadt

‘On 7 December 1976, I finally succeeded in pestering my parents into introducing me to Andy Warhol.’

Fernanda Eberstadt on her friendship with Andy Warhol.

Nowhere

Yasmina Reza

‘I have no house, from time to time I dream of having one, not a holiday home but a house to bury myself in.’

Memoir by Yasmina Reza, translated by Alison L. Strayer.

The Conservation of Mass: On Resomation

William Atkins

‘If it has ever fallen to you to scatter someone’s ashes, especially those of someone you loved, you might share my sense of the process as tantamount to fly tipping, the stuff resembling nothing so much as cat litter.’

William Atkins on disposing of the dead.

Benoît

Michel Houellebecq

‘I’ll never be able to order an œuf mayonnaise in a restaurant without thinking of him – literature can do that, when the description is perfect.’

Michel Houellebecq on his friend Benoît Duteurtre.

V.S. Naipaul: The Grief and the Glory

Aatish Taseer

‘To be taught by Naipaul would be an honour, but it also seemed to contain the risk of annihilation.’

Aatish Taseer on being mentored by V.S. Naipaul.

Gian

Tao Lin

‘I felt compelled to publish our potentially worrying, arguably unseemly texts, in which we discussed buying, selling, trading and using a broad assortment of illegal drugs’

Tao Lin on his friendship and correspondence with Giancarlo DiTrapano.

Keep Up

John Patrick McHugh

‘I deployed my body against an opponent like a blunt and effective instrument.’

John Patrick McHugh on playing Gaelic football.

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Jonny Thakkar

‘Following United rarely brings me any great joy and most often it depresses me. If I could disengage, I would.’

Jonny Thakkar on Manchester United.

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Saba Sams

‘I was not good at sports because I would not do sports because I did not have the body for sports because I would not do sports.’

Saba Sams on girlhood, embodiment and avoiding sports.

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Mary Wellesley

‘An intense workout is an ecstasy of punishment packaged as self-improvement.’

Mary Wellesley on exercise, ritual and Barry’s Bootcamp.

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Kevin Brazil

‘Feelings can be very obscure but numbers never lie.’

Kevin Brazil on metrics, obsession and fitness.

Strange Relations

Ralf Webb

‘For both writers, this is an essential truth in their work. It’s also an essential truth in their lives: they are both queer, and live openly as such.’

Ralf Webb on the friendship between Tennesse Williams and Carson McCullers.