Crossing the Threshold
I am walking
I am not going
my body moves along the way
with patience for the breeze
the morning pallor
lies on the green
the ravens stand
on the light and
the expanse opens
to my feet
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high pitch and stitching
sound of the jackdaws
a bedding of brown leaves
covering the humus
and in the middle
is a stream
that can hardly be heard
I come up from the round
water with shadows
I did not know
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I can smell spring rising
from the soft hollow
the stream
hides things
under its mirror
whispers
growths
blood
skin coming
to cover the body
It flows more heavily
in a black bed
leaves Banana Ground
the crack
where home runs
where yam vines settle
on a silent river
through a hill
of steep bones
singing
from all sides
through the woodland
I hear Damn Head
cow pastures and tomato beds
more loudly
over brown leaves so alive
so alive
the ground is
a black dress falling on a bed
of pure manure
green shoots are out
the ivy floor gives off
murmured laughs
and a bird shoots
through the tangled
thoroughfare
what does the stream in Coffee Grove
feel as it grows near?
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going deeper now into the
intimate recesses of the trunk
into the zones hidden
from view
but working
to keep me alive
my eye looking at me
from everywhere
and making noises
the forest refusing to
quiet its walking
eyes of the
hillside
in black soil
sounds
in the redness of barks
the dangling of the branches
in the brain of the stream
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faceless tree whose eyes dip
into muddy tracks
I have space for you in
my blood
within you
shines a flame
travelling under your dress
the sap flowing
in your inner dark
are the words I want
the words
of a classroom of trees
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three teenagers are young-
ing their lives
on the crest of the hill
highlights of orange
spill
down on
their laughs
the sunset
with a trail of jet smoke
over the clearing
a Black man comes through
a thicket
with his baby gives the head tilt
to me yeah bra
seeing
me see him
here in the woods
the darkness encloses just right
I go towards the tangled arch
not far away
my volumes enter
a cell
In it I hear
the sound of protoplasm
bursting
the green grass
coming back
at my feet
as I walk
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but what are these woods
anyway?
I do not always understand
what changes inside my head
when the muscle boys with pit bulls
and knives appear
If the city is so hostile then
why would we come here
where nobody would find us
if we were mauled
if we lay bleeding
a densely covered tree would hide us
In here
history keeps following me around
so to be in these woods
is not your idea of being free
but you will keep on
seeing me
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a sprout of grass
in a root’s crevice
blooms into a pack
of dogs
beware of spring
believe you are
a sprout of grass
and love all you see
but come out of the woods
before the white boys
with pit bulls
come
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the barks
in winter
solid brown
today are tinted green and
hyacinth
the light darts
with the quickness
of the word
bird
For Those Who Steal Away
The African Methodist Episcopal Church (AME) was founded in Philadelphia in 1816. Emmanuel AME Church (Mother Emmanuel) was established when the congregation in Charleston, South Carolina, met in secret until the end of the American Civil War.
In Saint Mary, Jamaica, the ruined building of an AME church can be found at the site of a former sugar plantation, in the dense forest near Kwame Falls. As stated on the plaque on its front wall, its leader was one Mrs F. Aicheson. On the plaque is inscribed the date ‘3rd June ’20’.
The land
We feel blood coming and going
says my guide in roots
that ruins cover
Our blood is felt
in the underland of spirits
running through slavery and
ports of blood
connecting roots of AME
Philadelphia Baltimore New Orleans
Savannah Charleston
where a white man
opens fire on a Black congregation
killing nine
running through these Saint Mary hills
and the Ebenezer AME
overgrown with bush
souls inside trees
in iron lignum vitae
wind and leaves
keep memory
the sea is right beside us
as well
humming people long dead
and these ruins standing in
time suspended
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A strong place
Clap of the waves
against the cliffs below
the theme
of the stone’s song
outside the curtain
of woodland
Here on this rocky
hillside where the
underworld temple
stands land
screams sneakily
inside its stones
Women are born
from rock
with backs
hardly remembered
for the men they carried
in war and rebellion
What happened here?
The moss-blotched guango
says nothing
about the Black understory
Its pioneer Mrs F Aicheson
is covered by ruins
by the lichen mat by the guango sapling
piercing through the belly
of the sanctuary
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Dis place: A Song for the AME and Mother Emmanuel
How Lord
did you teach the soul of the slave
to grow into a tree
the murdered body to burst
out of the ground like cedar
the Mandinka warrior to rise
from the root of lignum vitae?
If Charleston’s souls found new bodies
could they have found them here?
found muscles breath
hands and arms in these trees?
I listen across time
their hallelujahs
in the lives of wood
the secrets stone
does not silence I listen
Here they have stolen away
A god decided
they should stand
that their arms should wave a memorial
in the land that unburies the dead
They sing
Out of A.M.E. an otaheite grows
a guango rises from the body
of praying mothers
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Epilogue
Kwame Hills Saint Mary Jamaica
sleeping land of spirits
The pathway through the bush
rises rigid and sheer
Succulent lianas
and cocoa leaves pause
as if waiting
The fisherman my guide
walks behind
We’re in a land
of uncurated people
Photograph © Matthew